Darling, I wish we'd fall in love.
Fall so deeply until we
hit the bottom of the salty sea-
Let the waves above
carry us, take us
into whirlpools of sensation.
Wash up on the shore-
the luminescent sea glass
our bodies glisten in the sun
our bodies intervene as one.
We sit and drink the bitter-sweet air
the taste poignant, delicious
unforgettable-
when your lips play with mine.
Our eyes slowly absorb the sunset
orange, yellow, red
your eyes an infinite kaleidoscope.
We, insatiable and bursting
in a bed of soft, sandy sheets
you dance away with my virginity-
you spin me, flip me, hold me
underneath the stars gleaming ey
Blue,
the color of those eyes that stare-
straight through me,
straight into my soul,
past my endless mind.
You are oblivious to the-
Red and yellow
of our lives.
The mixes that
stir upon the canvas.
Blue,
the only color
that you are.
The only color
we can feel.
A winter snowflake,
Falls gently in my hand
It quietly melts away,
Its tears running between my fingers.
Another one comes.
Also disappearing,
Within my demure grasp
That only continues to weaken
And yet they still fall to me
This continuance is endless
Each melts away,
As I follow along.
Life can leave one feeling incompetent, hesitant, and gasping for air as we climb our way through the thick bristle of the jungle. It is a callous road and inevitable to get a scratch, bruise, or even a revolting scar. Life is not meant to be simple though, for each person experiences everything differently. After realizing how tough life truly is, I came up with a battle plan, or even more so, simple little steps to help me live each day with a little additional bliss, more spring to my step, and an extra mile to my success. This credo is like a manual to a more acceptable life, though manuals are usually completely ignored. Choosing e
As the flowers
push to the sky above,
I see that look
twinkle within you.
A smile, undeniably.
A laugh, as carefree.
And I can only seem to ask...
How did you
get that happiness?
Where did you
get so free?
The world you
now discern
How could you
let it be?
In the sun
that embraces you
I feel the
peace radiate from you.
A touch, insatiable.
A kiss, undoubtful.
And I can only seem to muse...
How did you
get that love?
Fall so deep
without a bruise?
The one you
now dream of
How could you
let me lose?
Wait.
That is all I ask for,
Because I have been gone this whole time,
If I never return,
If I am never to be found,
If I only hide behind my shadow,
Wait.
That is all I wish for,
Because I have been waiting this whole time,
For something to happen,
For something to become of me,
For something to follow me,
Wait.
Wait for me.
As I have always waited for you.
Eventually,
My world will spin so fast that I will fall from the face of this universe,
mindlessly floating on forever,
I will not be remembered.
Eventually,
Your grip will loosen up on me and I will suddenly become lost,
the darkness will fall upon me,
I will never be found.
Eventually,
You will wake up from this heavy dream expecting me by your side,
emptiness devours me,
I was never there.
Eventually,
Thoughts will come flying from every direction like tiny bullets,
shooting you with realization,
I was never enough.
Within the potent flames of life,
I find myself alive and invulnerable.
Within the vacant, lonely streets,
I walk with a stride that makes the world fearful.
Within this infinite maze,
I am waiting at the end,
musing only of a challenge to arouse.
Within myself,
I only become what
I am not.
What I will one day yearn.
Nature's last remark,
spin me around and around,
like the path that I walk upon,
I am never ending.
Today's last goodbye,
lead me to the end.
The birds that continue to sing,
only scream a baleful melody.
Darling, I wish we'd fall in love.
Fall so deeply until we
hit the bottom of the salty sea-
Let the waves above
carry us, take us
into whirlpools of sensation.
Wash up on the shore-
the luminescent sea glass
our bodies glisten in the sun
our bodies intervene as one.
We sit and drink the bitter-sweet air
the taste poignant, delicious
unforgettable-
when your lips play with mine.
Our eyes slowly absorb the sunset
orange, yellow, red
your eyes an infinite kaleidoscope.
We, insatiable and bursting
in a bed of soft, sandy sheets
you dance away with my virginity-
you spin me, flip me, hold me
underneath the stars gleaming ey
Blue,
the color of those eyes that stare-
straight through me,
straight into my soul,
past my endless mind.
You are oblivious to the-
Red and yellow
of our lives.
The mixes that
stir upon the canvas.
Blue,
the only color
that you are.
The only color
we can feel.
A winter snowflake,
Falls gently in my hand
It quietly melts away,
Its tears running between my fingers.
Another one comes.
Also disappearing,
Within my demure grasp
That only continues to weaken
And yet they still fall to me
This continuance is endless
Each melts away,
As I follow along.
Giggles and the feeling of pure happiness flowing through my body is the last genuine memory that my mind can seem to remember. As the world blows away nights and days dance on by, my life was nothing more or nothing less than what I have ever perceived. I was all but confused, how I was confused. This mistake was never meant to be, but somehow it found its way to the very top. That doesn't matter anymore. Nothing really matters anymore, for I am no longer here. My existence is absent, and my very own heart can no longer smile as it use to and sing a song of voluminous joy.
What can make a person contemplate the way I ever have? The reason
Hopeful no longer,
the soulful remedy has completely failed.
My empty barren world remains so,
only waiting for my hands to slowly let go.
Release my pain,
release my anguish,
release the smile that was once upon my face.
Unwritten furthermore,
the pages remain blank, the words linger alone.
Diffident and timid,
Must the waiting of eager winds continue more,
Or may the storm finally succumb.
Release my persistence,
Release my glory,
Release myself.
Nature's last remark,
spin me around and around,
like the path that I walk upon,
I am never ending.
Today's last goodbye,
lead me to the end.
The birds that continue to sing,
only scream a baleful melody.
Within the potent flames of life,
I find myself alive and invulnerable.
Within the vacant, lonely streets,
I walk with a stride that makes the world fearful.
Within this infinite maze,
I am waiting at the end,
musing only of a challenge to arouse.
Within myself,
I only become what
I am not.
What I will one day yearn.
Eventually,
My world will spin so fast that I will fall from the face of this universe,
mindlessly floating on forever,
I will not be remembered.
Eventually,
Your grip will loosen up on me and I will suddenly become lost,
the darkness will fall upon me,
I will never be found.
Eventually,
You will wake up from this heavy dream expecting me by your side,
emptiness devours me,
I was never there.
Eventually,
Thoughts will come flying from every direction like tiny bullets,
shooting you with realization,
I was never enough.
Wait.
That is all I ask for,
Because I have been gone this whole time,
If I never return,
If I am never to be found,
If I only hide behind my shadow,
Wait.
That is all I wish for,
Because I have been waiting this whole time,
For something to happen,
For something to become of me,
For something to follow me,
Wait.
Wait for me.
As I have always waited for you.
Life can never make up its mind. One day it seems pointless, unbearable, murky, and then the next it seems so vivid and bright, tempting me with its promises.
I want to give up but then again...I feel a need to try even harder.
I feel kind of pathetic for letting myself get so weak sometimes- so I am going to keep trying to post things up. Our own worst critic shouldn't stop us, right?
How is life treating everyone else? :aww:
I'm probably not going to really be submitting things anymore and I will also not be getting on that much.
I really suck at writing, I don't know what I was thinking.
Guess it's not meant for me.
Anyways,
thanks everyone I guess.
=P
I will still get on to like read things, but that's probably it.